Hello lovely Readers
I’m sitting here with a glass of Chardonnay and I’m waiting for my boyfriend to finish cooking dinner. While I’m waiting I can’t help but thinking about the past couple weeks. Once again I have been crazy busy at work but that’s okay, this time I’m not complaining. At least it takes my mind of some private issues that are happening in my life at the moment. It just crossed my mind that, your partner isn’t the only one that can give you a heartache. How about a friend that you’ve lost for some reason? Sure there are people in our lives that we cast out, on purpose. Because that person may not be what you thought she was or because that person may have hurt you. But what when you become the person who gets cast out? Sometimes even without explanation. Is it possible to know someone your whole life and then suddenly that person changes so much you don’t recognize her anymore? Is it possible that both of you change so much that a friendship doesn’t seem possible anymore? What a strange feeling to be so far away from a person you used to be so close. Surely there is forgiveness but what if one of you just had enough? I think that is more hurtful that just have a fight, because with a fight at least you have a reason for that distance between you – but when nothing happened? When it’s just a mature “we’ve grown apart”? There is nothing left to do, no apology and no rectification.. it is how it is. But then again I think you can overcome anything if you really want to. Question is, do both of you want to? If yes then that whole situation has just been a phase in your life, maybe even healthy to get some space from each other. But if one of them isn’t willing to fight for your friendship? Then I guess it’s really goodbye. And at the beginning it’s going to be so hard adjusting to a life without that person. But you’ll survive and you’ll forget about that person eventually because that’s just how life works. But you don’t want to. So here’s hoping that a bond as strong as ours, almost like family, will survive this. I love you.
Sorry for pouring out my heart guys, I just felt like writing what’s on my mind. Deeply personal thoughts which you may or may have not experienced yourself. I hope not.
On another note I wanted to share with you these pictures Lorena and I took the other weekend. We were out and about in Zürich and I got myself a little early birthday gift, can you guess what it is? I will show it to you in my next blogpost, or Instagram I haven’t decided yet. Obviously this is another autumn outfit, this time a pretty dark approach. But then again Switzerland gets pretty dark during autumn most of the time. If we’re lucky we get like one week of sun and the rest is grey in grey.
Anyway hope you enjoy the pictures and wish you a lovely evening (at least here in Zürich) <3
Photos were taken by the newest member of my team, the very talented Lorena <3
I was wearing:
-Faux leather jacket: Asos
-Shirt: Vero Moda
-High heels: Zara
-Bag: Rebecca Minkoff
-Jewels: as aways